As I laid down, exhausted from all the Christmas festivities, it hit me. Next year, I'll be an adult. This is my last Christmas as a kid. In nine months, I'll be a legal adult. I'll be able to vote. I'll have to sign up for the draft. I'll be looking into where I want to spend the next four years of my life. I'll be looking into the future of my life.
But I'm not ready.
I feel like I'm a little kid still. I'm not mature. I make fun of people on the internet because to me, it's funny. I would never treat anyone like this in real life. Why would I do it on here? I play this little kid game, FILLED with little kids (and young adults, if you prefer). Why? What's the purpose?
It's time for me to grow up.
So, I apologize. Especially, recently, to Scar, WSD and Brad. But also, to all of you.
I'm not saying I'm quitting, but I'm not sure how much time I'll have for this. I have dreams. It's time for me to chase them.
Now, it's time to rejoin my family. Good night, and see you soon. |