IndiellaJoin Date: 2011-07-15
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This song is about an internal struggle with myself and my personal alter-ego, so again it's ALL a metaphor. Most of this song has a pop-ish tune. This is one of my last depressing/sad songs on the album, so there will be more happier songs to come. :)
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[Verse 1]
They cut me loose like the scars on my arms,
Black and bruised are from my feet to my palms
I now know why nobody was there,
Not even my father, he just didn't care
It's been three years since my grandma's death,
Been a good 15 since my daddy left
But I don't know why I've been so upset
But I don't know why I've been so upset
Knives are causing a ruby river,
Stuck in a car and I can't reverse
My head is stuck in an invisible noose,
Next thing you know, I'm that girl on the news
[Pre-Chorus]
Indiella's saying this but Kayla's saying that,
She's telling me to stop but she told me to fight back
I'm so damn confused, don't know step to take,
I made the wrong choice now all I can say is
[Chorus]
I don't need a pity party,
I don't need to know you're sorry
I just want to be back on top again,
Was climbing mountains now I'm kickin' rocks again
Oh whoa oh oh, Oh whoa oh oh,
Oh whoa oh oh, Oh whoa oh.
[Verse 2]
I look in the mirror and I see someone else,
Was picture perfect but now the picture fell
I see someone broken standing there,
But no one knows and nobody cares
My uncle is slipping into depression,
I'm catching onto his passive aggression
'Cause I don't know why I've been so upset
I don't know why I've been so upset
I can see the bottom of my pill bottle,
So much in my system, I'm feeling hostile
Tripping over all this broken glass,
Is there a sliver of the me or is this the last?
[Pre-Chorus]
Indiella's saying this but Kayla's saying that,
She's telling me to stop but she told me to fight back
I'm so damn confused, I don't know step to take
I made the wrong choice now all I can say, is
[Chorus]
I don't need a pity party,
I don't need to know you're sorry
I just want to be back on top again,
Was climbing mountains now I'm kickin' rocks again
Oh whoa oh oh, Oh whoa oh oh,
Oh whoa oh oh, Oh whoa oh (x2)
[Verse 3 (rap)]
Try and hide it all you want, but I know you're still faking
I see you every night when you on your knees praying
Using me for excuses to cover up the mess that you're making
It may be sunny outside but in your head it's still raining
You keep over thinking and your eyes get puffy,
You're way too oversensitive and you think everything is funny
Trying to find a laugh to keep your mind off the memories,
You've tried all this [s] but you can't find the remedy
I mean, your daddy didn't care (care)
Your friends aren't there (there)
All you have is me, yet you say it isn't fair (fair)
Your goals are leaving view (view)
I give you way more than you can chew (chew)
But I mean at least it's just me and you,
At least it's just me and you..
[Bridge x2]
I don't want a pity..
I don't want a pity...
I don't want your pity....
[Chorus & Pre-Chorus at the same time]
I don't need a pity party, (Indiella's saying this but Kayla's saying that,)
I don't need to know you're sorry (She's telling me to stop but she told me to fight back)
I just want to be back on top again, (I'm so damn confused, I don't know step to take)
Was climbing on mountains now I'm kickin' rocks again (I made the wrong choice now all I can say, is)
[Bridge 2]
This is an internal struggle,
The journal's bundled,
I tossed it away
This is an internal struggle,
I've finally crumbled,
This is as much as I can take
I tossed it away..
[Outro x4 *fading*]
Indiella let me free, (No!)
Indiella leave me be, (No!)
Indiella let me go, (No!)
Indiella leave me alone, (No!) |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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9/10 really liked songs like this. |
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ducky980Join Date: 2012-09-01
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i thought we were actually throwing a pity party
what am i supposed to do with these tissues now?
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Finn102Join Date: 2011-02-19
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@duck
give 'em to me and quick cause I really need their use |
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lol i thought this was a diss to my song "life is unfair" which aint een fully released yet
7.5/10 |
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IndiellaJoin Date: 2011-07-15
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Thanks yall and no I've had this song written for a while lol |
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5/10, 5 cuz it actually rhymed, but the rest is just over done. Every song I see from you makes me wanna drown myself. Like you be on some Emo ish fr. |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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Atleast her raps have a meaning..
You're ish be ass my ngga |
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Don't find it that good, 5.6/10.. |
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Tru get off my beef n.gga. You always talkin sh.t yet you know you can get bodied quick. |
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You just want her pixel p.usc. Thirsty a.ss 12 year olds..Why ain't you in school? |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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Yes i can get bodied [just not by you]
if you think you got the balls diss me and see if not then go back to sucking on ya mama's t1ty |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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I'm on break and i don't want her "pixel" poos1e like fr when i have a girl irl |
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Get out of here wit that wack ish bruh. You're a clown, and seeing as you're the one who got on my dck about posting my rating first, how bout you back tht sh.t up by dissing me. Otherwise go back to your irl gf (Imaginary of course, prob on p0.rnhbu lookin at Alexis Texas) and stop talking reckless over a forum. Cuz you know you not even like that irl.
#KidOnlyWantBeefOnRoblox |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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If you got a kik I'll show you a pic of her number one.
Number two, Sasha Grey is better than Alexis 😕
Number three, I just said if you got the balls to diss me but obviously you chicken
Number Four, How am i on your d1[c]k if I'm going against you?
Go back to taking d1[c]k from your 3rd cousin or jump into a pool full of gasoline with a lit c1gar FOH |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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"#KidOnlyWantBeefOnRoblox"
orlly?
ii so this evening we can Skype k bch? |
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The fact that you just said "Let's skype" Shows how pusc you really is. If you was really bout that type of life you would have said "Where you live? Address please" Only pu.sc n.ggas, like yourself, say let's skype. N.gga also proved that his gf prob ugly asf seeing as he wanna show me her pic cuz now he gotta prove he got a bad b.tch (Which he doesn't)
All in all you're just type trash, you lost already, I didn't even need to rap to make you look like some a.ss bruh. #GameOverImDone |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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I said let's skype cause unless you live in Georgia there's really no chance we finna sqaure up irl
But if you want I got plugs that'll track you down [Ask Wobull he's one]
You just saying she's ugly cause i can actually provide proof. Ngga dont do this to yourself |
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First off, Wobull is cool wit me
Second off, You only got plugs on roblox
Third off, You'd get these hands all in ya face irl bruh I don't play tht sh.t
Most of the sh.t you sayin on here would get ya lips removed quick fast mai n.gga |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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I know about 99% of the legends of ro rap irl including Wobull
Don't do this to yourself [2] |
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Bruh, you're a fa.g.got. Calling all these n.ggas legends over some forum rap sh.t.
What real albums have you sold? What real grind/hustle do you have? Once again, you're even like that. Just stop. |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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I'm actually planning on recording a mixtape ask Wobull he's producing my beats
What real album have you produced? |
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Keyword "Planning", Comeback to me when you actually got one. |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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You still didn't answer my question....
Where's your album or mixtape? Mk |
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TruH4WK13Join Date: 2013-12-21
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Earth to bch ngga..
come on bch ngga |
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