I think I'm going through depression again.

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#158533890Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:03 AM GMT

I've been sitting inside for two months, mostly laying on my bed with headphones on for over two months listening to the same song over and over again on volume 100. I can't even hear anything else anymore.

RomanAtwood

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#158533961Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:05 AM GMT

depends on what song

NeverNotBlue

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#158534010Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:05 AM GMT

Depression is like, being so sad. But, if your listening to music for a reason, just calm down. At least 1 person has to love you in the world and will miss you if your gone. ''How many red carpets you wanna walk on in your ridiculous $4,000 heels, you will never be able to lace up my Chuck Taylors!''-A.J Lee

Latchie

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#158534018Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:06 AM GMT

*long sigh* hi roohihi #fcute (NAMECHANGED FROM ANNABANANASPLITZ)

Preffers

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#158534103Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:07 AM GMT

nevernotblue he never said anything about having thoughts of suicide or anything he just thinks he's been on a down slope lately

Mackerel

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#158534143Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:07 AM GMT

music causes people to be more sad

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#158534147Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:07 AM GMT

I can't even think properly, I said the same thing twice. @Roman, it's the only song that stops me from feeling regrets and I can't stop doing nothing I'm just here, laying down and staring at a phone, unable to get up to the computer when I'm not doing that I'm staring at the ceiling and I fall asleep with the headphones on and still playing the same song on volume 100

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#158534218Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:09 AM GMT

@anna, hi

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#158534293Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:10 AM GMT

@Never, I only ever once tried to commit suicide and I was 10 and really stupid. It hurt worse than the pain I was feeling emotionally so I didn't try it again.

RiseRecords

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#158534669Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:16 AM GMT

"I only ever once tried to commit suicide and I was 10 and really stupid." jumping in front of your enemy in CoD doesn't count srry §.•´¨'°÷•..× sεαη123876 ×,.•´¨'°÷•..§

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#158534714Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:17 AM GMT

@Thresh, no i tried to climb out of a two story window

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#158534833Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:19 AM GMT

why would you do it when you were 10 years old §.•´¨'°÷•..× sεαη123876 ×,.•´¨'°÷•..§

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#158534932Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:20 AM GMT

@ThreshPrince, i wanted to kill everyone at school also my sister was living with us with her stupid babies with different fathers and kept making excuses on why she can't leave

Vexull

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#158535096Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:23 AM GMT

hey man, life>death anytime. even if you're feeling bad, it's beter than feeling nothing at all

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#158535243Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:25 AM GMT

@Vexull, failed suicide results in a broken leg and dislocated ankle

Vexull

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#158535315Tuesday, March 24, 2015 2:26 AM GMT

still better than nothing