Hello C.P.P.D,
I have decided I might retire from C.P.P.D. I have been blamed multiple times for "Admin Abusing" and I didn't even do anything. Also, I have been suspended multiple times for something I did not do. It is getting very annoying and irritating. I have also been demote multiple times for something I did not do. As most of you know, the slightest thing makes me mad, giving me "Anger Issues". Three-Fourths of the time I get mad easily, but One-Fourth of the time it is me getting picked on in school or in track making me mad the rest of the day. C.P.P.D. has made my "Anger Issues" increase a lot and it is shooting out of the roof currently.
It has come to my attention multiple times that I should retire, but I do not want to see C.P.P.D. shoot straight to the ground and fall apart. Mainly marry and I keep the group together because our 1ic and 2ic are not on very much. Making the 3ic and 4ic (me) have to keep the group running. Most of the time it is just me running the group because our 1ic, 2ic, and 3ic are not on that day. Having them offline puts even more pressure on my shoulders then I ever should have to experience, making my life even harder than it already is. ONLY 1 person knows what I have to go through in my life. FlyersFan200, old HR that was in C.P.P.D, we text a lot and we treat each other like brothers and he understands what I go through. Almost all of the group has no idea what I have to go through and C.P.P.D. is not making my life any easier or better. In-fact it is kind of making it harder or worse.
I would like to retire, but I do not want to at the same time. I know that if I leave, C.P.P.D. will slowly start to fall apart. I do a lot for this group, none of you except marry, Sim, and maybe goofy know what I have to do each day. It would be very, very sad to see C.P.P.D. basically fall apart, making me not want to retire.
If you would like to see me stay, comment in the Reply Section, and on C.P.P.D. Wall. If you want me to retire/leave the group, comment in the Reply Section stating so, and on C.P.P.D. Wall stating so.
G'day,
Chief of Police (4ic) Ialwayswin48 |