I was hoping my anger would reside by now but it hasn't. Every time I get the urge to talk to Football4Life2002 the only thing that comes to mind to say is hurtful an cruel. Football4Life2002 are so oblivious to how you hurt people in your life. The one thing Football4Life2002 said that has finally stuck with me is that he don't care. Football4Life2002 never cared, never about anyone but yourself. It takes 21 days to break a habit. How many am I up to now? I keep hanging on to all the lies, how Football4Life2002 said you cared about me, how Football4Life2002 said you didn't want to hate me, all along I was just a fool to you. Someone Football4Life2002 could manipulate and take advantage of. All these years I've spent making excuse after excuse for Football4Life2002. I have to train my brain to see you as the liar you are. I had a thought while throwing myself into distractions, what happens when I run out of things to keep my head busy? I can only hope that by then I'll be over the ache of betrayal and ready to move on without you. My fear used to be that Football4Life2002 would end your life and no one would know. I realize now you tell your whole list that. Football4Life2002 prays on the emotions of those who care about you. Instead of being honest Football4Life2002 manipulates them and twist them to your bidding. Your father called it. A liar and a thief is all Football4Life2002 will ever know how to be. |