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So, yeah, this is it. After all this time, it's finally time I've given up playing this game, for good. I've been on Roblox for around 4 years now, which is honestly amazing to consider how much I've put into playing this game. I've been a part of so many great communities over these years (APN, UAF, CSP, TCD, RNW, etc.), and have gotten the honor of being a great friend to many members from then and now. Even though this game has given me a community that I have been a part of for all these years, it has hindered me in real life way too much, I have not been able to keep up with my grades and also keep up with my family and friends, causing me to be antisocial and almost in a depression state. I was not able to juggle this, and that being said, with advice from Reaven himself, I think it's best if I just cure my addiction to this game and get my life back on track. Before I do, I think I'd just like to share my Roblox story, one last time.....
When I was around 11 years old, I was scrolling through random sites when I saw an ad for Roblox. I clicked it and checked out the games via a guest account, and I became hooked instantly. I made an account called awsomeninja275 (I was stupid back in that time, which is why there is the misspelled "awesome"). A day after I made the account, I received a message from a member named Ultru (or something like that), and it was a recruitment message for Alversian Peoples' Navy. # decided to check it out, and # joined on the very day that ###### resigned ### position of Grand Admiral for the 2nd time, where he then #### ### group to ######### I joined several trainings and I became hooked to the group. The HRs were very nice and supportive, and helped us greatly improve our skills in Guns, Swords, Obbies, Maturity, etc. It was at that time I started to go on roblox every single day, becoming APN's most active member for the rest of 2013. I became friends with many of the members, which included people like Goldcoat008, AlphaNest, Regetta, Liana513, etc. I also got trained by many great HRs from APN which included Deminison, Gamemastereric, Heypeople, Treatzyjr12, PureVoid, kittyoemily and so many more.
It took around a total of 1 year and 8 months to make it to group officer, which was the first leadership rank. I was still dumb and childish during that time, often my trainings were taken over by other HRs and my rank was almost taken away. However, even though I was starting to improve, Reaven announced that he was resigning for good, and with the shutdown of APN, I decided to leave roblox for good......Or so I thought.
I rejoined APN after SirDoomKnight gained leadership a half a year later. I wasn't really active at that time, however my activity came back when it was announced that Dystereus (ovalkyle) would be the new leader. I came back, more mature than ever, and I filled out an application form to become a Lieutenant, which was accepted. I then met new people that I consider some of my greatest friends, which included edwinisthebest1, LugingangaX5, Darknaster and AnimeStorm. During that time, I became one of the best Gunfighters in APN (and still around to its memorialization), only being tied and outmatched by people like Trollstereus and epicnoobTHEhobo.
I then decided I branch out to other groups, with included Urban Assault Forces, Federation of Arcadia, R.A.A, etc. Later on, I would join TCD, where I felt welcomed as a member and it took me around 2 months to reach the rank of Captain. And even later, I joined Canton Strategic Protocol, which greatly boosted my fighting ability (In part thanks to Mohxy), and I would use these tactics in my APN trainings. I was happy, but it didn't last all the way, APN became crippled with inactivity, and with the pressure we put on Dyst trying not to get the group shutdown (Due on part with a miscommunication I believe), it happened anyway.
This has been a very hard choice for me to make, due to Roblox (And especially APN) actually helping me in real life with traits like maturity, confidence, focus, respect, etc. Before I go, I might as well give some shoutouts to some people i feel like deserve them:
edwinisthebest1 - I greatly consider you to be my best friend on this game, I've always pretty much talked to you about my private issues most of the time. I wish you luck for the rest of your time on Roblox.
Dystereus - You were a great leader, I seriously have much respect for you for keeping APN alive another entire year(or whatever time you started leading APN lol).
Resolite (Vexarch) - Like Dyst, I greatly respect you. You were a great leader and the best 2ic APN could have.
LugingangaX5 - You were probably one of my favorite people to train during my time as a leader. However, you do doubt your skills too much, don't be hard on yourself if you do bad at an event, we all have good and bad days.
SLPM - Even though I admit I hated you for the most part when you became an admiral straight off in APN, I now respect you as a person, and I wish you luck in whatever groups your in next.
Shadowtho (DeceptiveShadow), woohoo236, Gumned, Kroxon, and c4spian - You made my time in TCD very fun and exciting, I wish you all luck in keeping TCD in good shape.
Mohxy - I greatly respect you, you shown me a better way of gunfighting, which has helped me alot during raids and defenses. You're also a great leader, and I hope to see CSP still standing strong as a top 3 clan.
LordCopper - Thank you for giving me something to do after APN memorialized, I know I haven’t done much for RNW since I was still new to the Colonel position, but I thank you for letting me be part of the group, as a leader and a friend.
Kittyoemily - You may not see this, but you’ve been a great inspiration for me on my training and leadership tactics when I became a Captain in APN, and I cannot thank you enough for that. Good luck in life.
Other shoutouts:
EpicnoobTHEhobo
TheEpicWaffleMan12
The_Harbinger
PureVoid
Falsewarrior & MOO_JL
IntenseSnows
Flaminquo
The members of APN,CSP,TCD,FC,RNW, and UAF.
Thank you all for the time on this game, I’ve had a blast.
Former APN Captain, UAF Captain, TCD Captain, CSP Gunnery Sergeant, and RNW Colonel, LordExorist/awsomeninja275 |