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First off, I would like to say I'm not sorry - for what it may still be worth - to anyone I've hit on, or wronged in any way. I would like to ask those of you to take the time to read this.
This started back in 2012, I was still a bit young (like 7..?) and confused about what I wanted to be, and I knew that being a civilen was frowned on and unfortunately brought heavy discrimination, so I decided to fake it for my own benefit to hide from this discrimination and still have a way to be myself, who I wanted. Seemed smart at the time and for a while it was. But that didn't last long.
I didn't anticipate then, that I would make friends. That among those friends I would find someone I love. That among those I would be unable to hold myself and the flirting began. I didn't expect this when it started, and I was always far too scared to say anything when I made a friend because having friends are great, and I didn't want to gross them out. So I stayed silent. I fell further in love and eventually... It grew out of my control. This is recently however..
The first real one was Stix7. Sweet boy, didn't deserve someone like me and always could have shot for far better. I have to thank him for a lot, though. I grew too many unexpected feelings and they were all very real, and I couldn't say no when he wanted to get together. I just couldn't because I wanted to as well.
That unfortunately didn't work and the entire time I felt horrible because of the dark secret that I was too damn scared to tell. Then I met tahtdude1.
Now listen, I know he's young - 13 - and please do believe me when I didn't want anything to do with her at first. He was very persistent. Always hit me with 'age doesn't matter' or that her sister had been with a guy who was 30. I gave in and decided to give it a chance, but see this time I didn't want to make the same mistake I did with AgentGrua. I told bluestar831 the truth about me, and heseemed perfectly okay with it. It.. grew into something I didn't quite want it to (pictures) with me being the one sending. I never requested any from her, and honestly I was stopping after the first few because I figured it was wrong and possibly encouraged her. My intentions were never bad, but what ended up happening was horrible and I apologize to her for that here and now.
Then suddenly he gets angry with me, over some really silly stuff, and this whole thing starts.. Where he goes to each of my friends, starting with gentaurg, and moving towards my best friend – Zerosilence -. he personally ruined a few of my friendships and tried to expose me as a weeb (I'm really not, just saying). I didn't let this phase me until I lost Zerosilence as a friend. That damaged me on a serious scale.
And Zerosilence .. I made the most mistakes with. Every single bit of my friendship with this idiot was very real, just the friendship part.. I even hit on this idiot many times because I'm bored and I accept that. He doesn’t matter at all to me - STILL - in my life, and I will never care about hurting you, you idiot.
To the people I've wronged
Zerosilence i despise you and that's never changing, you were the worse friend I've ever had and ever will have and every day I stop myself from cringing because of terrible your roasts are. I hope that with me making this thread you can stop being such a child moles########Stix 7 - You meant a lot to me. My feelings were always real, the relationship was real, I just wish I was real for you. I'm terribly sorry for what I put you through at the end.
Bluestar831 - I admit, I was foolish. I was stupid whatever you might call, but I am not a weeb I made many mistakes with you however, and I apologize for them. I have to say, if anything you helped me in the end, to come up with the courage to make this thread. Aside from taking my worse friend from me, you always were the worse person.
Leetwizard - I know you probably think I'm horrible but look, I never felt anything for you - cause dude, I'm straight - but I didn't know what to say after I was accused of it.
WIJ – I hate every single one of you
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Maraider - I'm sorry for hitting on you. I was committing a sin and cheating on my very own stix7.
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Undefined_meme | Quitting ROBLOX for the day.
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Praise the lord I never thought you would! Finally, now with less cancer we can survive the ODing attacks! |
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See you tomorrow undefined
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bye man I wonder if you remember me from Electro legion |
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The first real one was Stix7. Sweet boy, didn't deserve someone like me and always could have shot for far better. I have to thank him for a lot, though. I grew too many unexpected feelings and they were all very real, and I couldn't say no when he wanted to get together. I just couldn't because I wanted to as well.
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PyronizedJoin Date: 2013-05-26
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u forgot the pics u sent me when i was 9
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