Won't be online for a while. Hard times have come up in life. This has been going on for a long time, and I am close to just giving up entirely.
A bit of context for everyone. I have been suffering from crippling depression ever sense my grandmother died, and with me turning 18 recently I have felt more and more pressure from everyone to act like an adult. But it is harder than I thought it would be. Today was the last straw for me.
I don't want to say what happened, as it is very personal, but just know that I did something very bad out of grieving. My parents had a talk with me and they took away my computer and TV. I convinced my mom to let me borrow her phone so I can post this.
I may not come back at all I am so upset. This has been going on for a long time and maybe I should just end my suffering. I know I sound like a giant edge lord right now, but I am extremely upset with my entire life at the moment.
Hopefully I will feel better, and I *SHOULD* have my stuff back this winter break.
Best wishes, and marry Christmas,
-Centurion Ryanwraith |