Well guys, this may be the last time I'll be apart of this SCPF. Before I go let me tell you a story about how I became the person I am.
It all started in Site-61 roleplay, when JKL, WiIdl, and Silou worked together. I got accepted to be an admin and I gotta say, it was one of the most fun I had in the time. When I saw there was a legit SCPF group in the description, I was like "I wonder if I get a special treatment if I was an admin in site-61." (Yes, I was greedy for ranks in the past haha..) I applied for Level-0 and I became one, I meant chriswar122 , Ksuose, and WiIdl for the first time. Man, they were legends when I was a LR. Then once I became a Level-2, I saw a Level-2 ISD (Supershard) I was like "But you gotta be Level-4+ to be an ISD!" Well, the old overseer WiIdl said he can change it. So I actually just said "How can I be a ISD" and then I got accepted in... I never knew how , but I guess WiIdl saw something in me. After that day I was on at least everyday, and being on WiIdl's side.
I enjoyed the feeling as it, but sooner or later WiIdl was exiled from the SCPF. I was actually pretty sad for some days, but sooner or later I became the ISD overseer. I wasn't active like I was, I wasn't the mature personnel I was , and I wasn't the same Brill you saw me as a LR. After that, Site-02 came along. Then I became the SD director must of you see me as most of the time, I enjoyed it more than being a overseer for the ISD. I enjoyed the feeling being a SD director I made it active, I added a new guide, and I even tried to make it a invite only. After a while I was starting to become more stressful, due to the fact I got suspended from my school for some days. I wasn't the same after that, I started being a [REDACTED], being angry more easily, and AA'ing. So now this is the day I can't handle it anymore. My best friend died from a car crash. So this may be the last time you see me as an O5, this is my way of leaving peacefully. I don't want to leave as a exiled member, I don't want to leave as a admin abuser, I don't want to leave as a guideline breaker. I am just gonna click the "leave groups" button and be on my way.
Thank you for the experience here in this SCPF.
~DankCakee(Brillcake) O5-9. |