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Some may not see this as a surprise, but I think I've had enough of this game, probably indefinitely this time. I don't know if I'll return, I don't want to, but nobody really leaves this game for real. So we'll see.
I returned not too long ago wishing for the Federation of Arcadia to return under the reign of Lewis (espressos) and instead it ends up in the hands of PlatinumPatriot, which I'm okay with, and I still think is the best leader FoA has had since Dystra himself.
Recently, as of yesterday, a few things went down, and I was told (by the 2iC of FoA known as Auquies) that I was:
- Useless.
- Nobody will miss me.
- Nobody will care if he does this.
- I was a joke for keeping my group alive during the era of Transcendent.
I won't get too into detail, but I was exiled, then promptly brought back under the Emperor's order.
Furthermore into today, I don't know what I did, I'll accept my fate though.
I've been exiled and blacklisted from the group I have cared for, for over one year now and I will gladly meet my fate.
These 2 days have really sucked for me.
On my first exile after Auquies did it, I stayed silent and I allowed it to happen.
On my second exile ( now ) I guess I just have to accept fate.
I've been let down by former friends such as Proelio, Sparrowstorm,(wont get into detail)
My leader,
My groups 2iC.
All of this, in the course of 2 days.
I have a limit,
though my loyalty remains untouched,
My motivation, and self-esteem when it comes to the clan world-- doing something for FoA-- was mostly killed yesterday by the 2iC of FoA, and today, I think this is the real killing blow.
I can't think though, of a better clan experience I have ever had than FoA.
Can't say I'm too happy with this.
It has been such a joyous fun leading FoA into battle.
Do with it as you will,
If any of you want the full story. PM me, as I don't wish a flame war.
Well goodbye,
I'm really sorry to all those who I've flamed or trolled, I really don't mean it much more than half the time.
Thank you, to the following people the most in FoA for all of the fun.
I'm sorry if I forget your name, my heads still spinning from the things I've had to think about for the last 2 days and the last week.
Transcendent/Bballer.
- I can't think of a better friend, we kept FoA alive regardless of what he said, you and I were there from the beginning to now.
A true best friend to me and a brother.
Dystra
- My original leader, I remember Dystra first letting me into TGI back in the day when I was just a noob, now look at how much time has passed.
Thank you for all the fun times we've had fighting RAT, SF, you name it.
Draze
- Thanks buddy, we've had so much fun raiding, I've spent hours raiding with you and talking to you about the future. You've always been a real example of an Arcadian.
DaeshH
- Same as Drazeox, I can't think of a more loyal Arcadian than you, thank you, I've been around you since Dystra's era, and it's been so long now. Can't believe it.
Reversonal
- Inspired me to become a leader, you got real mettle. I wish you lead FoA at one point, you would've done amazing with it.
Malvus
- Same thing here pal, this guy probably won't ever see this thread since he quit indefinitely, but I miss you Malvus. Was fun hanging around you bro.
LIGHTING
- Thank you for all the fun, LIGHTING, you're a really good friend, and a true Arcadian.
Gunperkz
- Despite our differences, you were still a brother to me while we ran FoA's raid team and kept it alive.
Espressos
- Young savage why you trappin' so hard.
Hulkraz
- Thanks for the fun rolling with you and Allyrion
Corhz
- I had a pretty nice opportunity teaching you how to raid lead, you're a fine example of a good guy and a true Arcadian and even a Vaktovian hybrid.
Can't say I'm more proud than you bud, good luck in reaching heights, you'll do it.
Lorcan
- Yeah we've had our differences, but you weren't a bad guy.
I would like for me quitting to be peacefully, I wouldn't want any flame wars to go on in this thread.
My wish is that the Federation survives and charges into this year anew and strong, as I believe this is the same Arcadia it was 1 year ago, and it will be a year later.
Glory to Arcadia.
~Former 2iC Michael.
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