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Hey guys, This is my due leave for retirement for FEAR. I have been thinking of this for awhile, and it has been a hard disision, I think I may leave during the School year at some time. Lets face is, my career is going no where. was demoted from Colonel 4 High Rank generations ago... I am now Considered probably one of the top 3 FEAR members that have not quit, and have been in FEAR the longest. As everyones, my legacy is ending, my career is at a halt, my journey in FEAR is ending.
I started in FEAR as a total noob. In the old "FEAR Special Ops" group, going to the Major Free model place. With the code door, those were some of the funnest times. Times no one judged you if you talkied liek dis liek ogm we could do watavur we wunterd. It was a blast. My Journey was at the begining. Private, new, everything seemed possible. And my god seeing SONIC at a base was like meeting ROBLOX. The servers filled. Old friends and stuff... I started to get addicted and things. School was easy, not that hard. I got involved in the trainings and Raids. One of the most fun was the JC free model fort. Of course who cared about free models back then. I expect most of you did not read the paragraph.
After helping acouple raids out at JC, I right after the war got Officer. *Forgot who promoted me* But I remember when AviationDirect was a General (Now days Colonel) and he said he would take apprentices as soon as he got promtoed and I would be one of them. And of course he later became the SIC of FEAR... He tought me alot, of Leadership, Tatics, Fighting, Lots of stuff.
I was at the old A1 fort, (partially free modeled) Having fun, cocky, ya know, all officer back then were real cocky, JOHNSTER, and Zach where. But something new came out. FEAR Honors division.I was one of the first 100 to join, so was Zach and JOHNSTER, and abcd123, and some others.... This seemed like the best thing avaliable. It was the biggest honor, not alot of people got in. Though we werent big at the time either...heck, animal was not a HR yet, that would not come for some months. But she did it, we used to be arch rivals. (Friendly competition) I was so ticked and jelouse. Lol, but we were good friends.
Then some major AAes happened, I went back down to private, took me some weeks, months, to get officer back... Witnesses and stuff. It was a blur.Nothing mutch happened, but alot of my friends started becoming Hrs. Zach, JOHN,Ani,Abcd123,Just almost all my former friends. Silver, deathgiver, (Both of them) White..something.... Shagabash, IAF..iroc,flamin,slasher,lejam,Doctorcooper,JustbitemeX3, starbarrier,Ace, Lots of friends... I was feeling left out.
Evelio95, the SIC at the time, was convicted of mass AAing of 5 times. My heart dropped, he was exiled, and Briank came in. k Nuff said.
Later I then became a FEAR general (again a Colonel) I was so happy. It felt so great at A2, to be like this, everything changed. I hosted trainings, helped trainigns, Was in RF and all divisions... it was fun. We once tried to pull a prank at FM, on SONIC. I discovered the way out of Fm one night, (I am the origional one who found it!) Of Honeymonsters building, ect. I then showed eveyone. Anyway back to the prank... we all went outside, while SONIC went AFk for just a bit. And when he comes back, hes like "OGM ITS EMPTY, WHERE DID EVERYONE....." Then he says "Trip others" And down we came from the dome sliding.. I have a video, I should show some time. Lol.
When JustGoAway1 was leaving, (Former owner of VS) He came to Fm. He said he was sorry, and that him and CT did the Mass AAs. About 1 and half years back. And at that momment we all knew Evelio, the former SIC, was innoecent.. That was a Oopsy. Lol?
On the final night, of being a COL, only some FEAR Hrs were at Fm with SONIC... We decided, animal,Mas, and 44shooter, and me. (Plus SHADOW and SONIC) that there would be a 2 WEEK REFORM of Hrs. To see who leaves, and ect. That was the plan. As it turns out, it did not go that way. MAS Pms me saing he gets his rank back. Im like "WHAT!!!!!!!" And people where then under interviews to become HRs. 1 Month went by, and I got no Interview. And SONIC says the interviews are done. That a new Era has come to FEAR. At this time I felt betrayed by FEAR. By SONIC. That I was flat out lied to. But I got over it...
Nothing mutch happened after that. My career started a slow pase to dwindle down after that. Generations of HRs go by, and my career dwindles down even more.. to think that MASTER was a officer that looked of to me, a good soldier, he envyd almost all HRs in a verry good nice way. Now he is one of the oldest Hrs there is.... And till finally I dwindle down, to the ends of my career.
I will quit probably sometime this School year.Im going to a Prep school....lots of work. And greade of my prep is 1st year of Highschool. Its time to put this clan toy stuff aside. My future is starting.
Thanks to
AviationDirect: My mentor.
Slasher: My Epic duck
Animalmagic:my healthy competition
JOHNSTER: Basically my Big brother in FEAR
Shagabash:Always there for me, Always gave Wise advise.
Cubyfan2: Fun times...
Echo3vX: My frikin awesome fun randomness..... I cant even say...
cpb: Eeeh nice friends.
Abc123: The one always at my side.
Zach2222: That tough guy.
Honeymonster: Weird conversations....Weird stuff..
Flamin: good friends that have been around scince the start
Lejam: Always gave me hope
DoctorCooper:Nice skills brah.
Eveilo95: Envyd for alot of being Officer (Besides Avaitaion direct,)
Aceslayer: Coolstorybro.
ImAwesomeFoo: Oh ja?! JA! JA?! JAAAA!!!! I GOT TEH BETTER ONES! Or... OGM LETS GET DIS FOO!
spongi: good friend.
redfart: Errrrr quit early in
Both Deathgivers: Mmmhmmm, Nice RF moves. k.
SHADOW:I thank him a bit... good friend for like... all I was COL... But hten its like, I was a stanger to him. Hes more in teh HR community then the FEAR community... so ja.
SONIC: Is not perfect....but he is a nice guy, making funny comment, and sutch.
iroctheworl:Hia friend.
VS: People (Gonna stay in VS, But why not...)
Starlightlurv: The one in VS who always saw greatness in me. My best friend
Lily, when she was nicer.....
adpunk:Nice brah.
Terminater: YOU GOT VSST AS A CAP?! HOW?!?!?!?!??!?!! Rememebr?
Tmlk: Hey Jordon, Always teh guy i went to for anyhting, (besides starlightlurv
Hiddenangel: My best friend, at the top with Starlightlurv.
There are tons of people I forgot the names of, but I remember them in my heart. I AM NOT LEAVING YET! I AM LEAVING DURING SCHOOL YEAR!
Yours truely-m16ofhappy.
Dreams are for the most powerefull. Dreams
Are inavation! If you dream it, you can Motivate
Toward making dreams come true and making
your want Reality!Wether it be a car, or become a
Colonel in a army! Withought dreams you can forget it!
Only the oens with dreams! Only the oens with Inovation!
Only The Ones That Strive for what they want can egt it!
It is one hard task if you dont want it! It is a easy,
Long proccess if you strive and fight for it!
Almost anyhting can happen if you Strive and fight!
And always remember that the future is a dream.-m16ofhappy
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