My grandma didn't know who I was today. Lately she doesn't know who anyone is, who she is, where she is...Nothing. The people at the home she's at is hurting her and trying to hide it. They're terrible, mean, nasty people. I feel like losing my mind everytime I go up there. I wish I could take her home and just take care of her myself.
Watching someone you know, and someone you love...someone who raised you, and someone you thought was invincible have to go through something like this hurts. Especially when they are slowly declining, and you hope one day it will just be better but it gets worse and worse to the point to where they don't even know who you are and they think you're some random stranger trying to hurt them and you can't do a single thing.
It's god damn terrifying. |