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I TOLD YOU NOT TO
Today I saw a couple as I was getting my coffee,they we're both female, me being the stalker I am I eaves dropped on them. One of the girls had never dated a girl before and the other was really sweet and kind to the other girl, the girl that never dated any girl wasn't opening up. I checked my watch and since I had the day off I kept listening, I couldn't help but get it off my mind. I still wonder if their relationship is working out. I hope so and I spend most of my day worrying about other people I forget what really matters. Me. I've been having strange things happening with me too, usually Roblox is a escape from all that, but now it's a fear I can't run from. Not even Pink Floyd can fix it, alot of girls say i'm a sweet guy and I show passion easily but get jealous regularly. I ignore and neglect those thoughts. I know of my personality. I mask it for no reason, deep down I love my girl, but sometimes it's hard, since she's always working. She makes me shop and pay for everything. I like to keep things equal but she's too blind to see that, but I still care for her. I guess deep down I am insane, no escape from it. She never gives me any attention though. I am very un-happy without her beside me, since I was left alone as a child she doesn't seem to understand that.
I've been told many times people don't wanna hear me complain of my issues, but it's not my issues. It's my life story. |
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Slime2345Join Date: 2010-04-29
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This is fairly good, keep writing. I love this whether it's fiction or real, I love it. |
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AznIsBackJoin Date: 2006-07-23
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You're Primary
No Worries |
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Only because I try to hide it from other people,
I would rather be neglected then to have people run up to me like "ARE YOU OKAY?!?" |
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VencorrJoin Date: 2010-01-31
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Interesting...
Wat do? |
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Going deeper into story line tomorrow
I will stalk more people at StarBucks :D
Aaro. |
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Once again, took a walk, bought a few drinks, iPhone died on me man xc
I sat down in a empty table near the back of the room, took a swig of my Coffee, looked around, and it took me a while but I found this man, he looked mentally unstable. Always tapping on the walls, he could barely speak, I thought what it might be like to be insane, to not be able to make your own choices, to speak to people who aren't there,
Kinda crazy right? I bought another coffee, moved a tad bit closer to him in table-wise, I was about 5 feet away from him, I listened and I guess his so called "Friend" which I woulden't call his friend after he screamed the F word, I finished my coffee and walked out the door to the cold air, I turned back once again and saw the insane person frown, my heart sank. I was wondering what was going on in his head, about a day after I saw that he committed suicide. All because a employee told him to leave the shop. Be careful about what you say and how you say it. It could just mean another mans death. |
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You should consider a future career as a journalist. |
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zepher32Join Date: 2008-04-27
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These are actually pretty good.
You seem to pay close attention to detail.
Though, there are a few little grammatical
mistakes and random/unnecessary capitalizations.
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Did I mention dyslexia XC
I liek tapn on da shift my accident dawg. |
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zepher32Join Date: 2008-04-27
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Don't worry, it's still good. :> |
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wow
now i am depressed for the evening
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Welcome :)
I can fix you up!
There once was this boy, he meant everything to his dog, the day he died was the day his dog followed shorty, for 2 weeks the dog sat at his grave until it starved to death, the preaches insisted on putting the body with the boy and the day they did fireworks shot out across the cemetery to hour a loyal dog, |
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ITS NOT A STORY FOR THE LAST TIME
CX
I go into a Starbucks and judge people and gossip about them to you guys! That's it! For christs sake. |
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You missing her and being jealous shows how much you love her. Although, if you feel like you're not getting enough attention, talk to her about it. You said she's always at work? Leave her a text, or call her when she has time. Over the text, or call, tell her you want to see her and you want to talk to her about something. Then when you're face to face, tell her how you feel. She might misunderstand and think you want to break up with her. Maybe tell her something that won't make her think that. It's important to understand each other during a relationship. |
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When I say she might misunderstand, I mean when you tell her over the phone that you want to talk to her in person. |
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