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Alrighty, some of you guys know my story, I loved a girl for 4 years, there was a brother like football teammate I had, I protected him, comforted him when he broke up, this and that
4 years I loved her, well
He found I was moving to another country, and I broke my collar bone right then, coincidence? Very strange.
So he asked her out, it's been almost an year, everyone thinks they are so happy this and that.
Keep in mind that, she was all I loved, and she is the very reason I kept living instead of taking my life.
And he decides to take that young lady from my life. How I was broken, my soul mourned.
Well, I'm 7,600 miles away
It's been almost an year.
Now they have broken up.
The disgusting thing is today, teens of this generation have a twisted view of "love"
"love" is making out, buying items for the lady, parties this and that, and intimacy
That sickens me.
They say "I love you so much baby" , but words only last a fleeting moment.
"faith without actions is dead", they do not show the love, but they try to show "love" by having intimacy.
All that they call "love"
Pictures of them being so happy, making out in public this and that, pictures only capture a fleeting moment.
Do you honestly think I am so foolish as to believe everything in a picture is what happens for the time being?
Now they have broken up, I don't know whether to mourn or rejoice
I am saddened that she is heart broken(not sure if she is)
But I also have this perverse feeling of joy within my broken heart, I feel an urge of joy that is somewhat "evil" according to my morals
Rejoice not when your enemy falls, but also should I be angry at the same time for her sake?
Also
What I think is funny is that,
RIght before I left I chose ebola for my biology project
Then a few people caught that virus.
They also recovered, a sign of redemption?
I broke my collar bone RIGHT before I left the country, and he asked her out.
Coincidence? I think the man up above was trying to protect him from my mortal wrath
Also, as I left the country, there was a thunderstorm, I remember seeing the thunders roar as we flew up into the clouds and to the new country
I remember seeing the flashes of light as we took off
Also, there was a minor flood, storms, earthquakes, natural disasters as if the world was angry with me
Strange is it not?
~ Jake |
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I think it's weird
I leave the country heart broken, it's as if the world was angry with me and decided to throw a few storms
Strange isn't it? only where I lived was effected by the earthquake btw, which caused minor flood (few months back)
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cant be as bad as dating someone you thought you would spend the rest of your life with and the girl you wanted to spend the rest of your life with then your >bestfriendbestfriendbestfriend< over you
yea... that happened to me...
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bsrkJoin Date: 2014-08-21
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im sorry for your less skeletal ^ |
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love is a waste of time. you cant have a divorce without love. you cant suffer a 'broken heart' without love. All love gives you is pain
deep
i know |
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Daytona
The reason love is painful to some is because they respect things
The expect to be loved in return
A few of my morals
Love, but expect no love back
Love, but expect nothing in return
The honor is just being able to love
Love unconditionally
Want nothing selfish for yourself
And btw, I waited 4 years, and was planning to wait more for her
Shameless bump
~ Jake |
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Bump
I don't think me friend saw this yet
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@jake
you should of hit it
and quit it |
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I actually, strongly support this, and your point of the view of love by teenagers in this generation. |
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When I said familiar, meant SOME certain parts. Welcome to reality. |
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Wait were you even with her? From the story it sounds like you were never even with her. If you loved her for four years don't you think you should have made your move? Or maybe not move across the world? I'm very confused. |
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It still amazes me how people fail to understand my issue
I am 14 or 15, yet people older than me seem unable to take this issue seriously
Boys at school saying to hit it and be done. That is very immature
You say what you mean
You don't say "I love you" then break up a few months down the road
You commit, you stay by your word
He lied to her face when he said " I love you"
And a young lady I care for may be really hurt at this given moment, so I ask of you to show some decency and respect |
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br5dJoin Date: 2010-05-09
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i feel u |
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Truth
Yes I am that boy you speak off
I was that boy who stood back and watched her grow into a lady
I was the boy who waited many years, for he knew he was too young to grasp the concept of "love"
I am he
I never made my move because I knew of the future, I know I was very young, at this age I don't know what I want
I'm only a teenager
That is why I waited all those years, and I'm planning to wait more
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Coudld've tried getting closer if you had the chance, unlike many others that I know which is myself as well. |
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Why do you think so many people come to the "possible solution" of online-dating?
We're so scared about fitting in, or who's who, or being hurt |
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If you truly love her and still do, move back to the country when you're old enough, start a new life there, find her, and tell her how you truly feel. Tell her how you've waited all these years to tell her, she won't be able to resist you. |
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Uncover
At that age, I was a very young teen, I still am
I studied something called puberty
Puberty affects our hormonal balance
I knew that the young lady I love would be affected and would not know how to handle herself
Also, same for me, I would be attracted to her not in a romantic way, but in a different manner which is inappropriate at my age
So I waited
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