Another emotional rap... WHY MUST I DO THIS? XD
Sick beat for this : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tVdhHktuAmo
I remember the first day I rapped here, It was when I was angry at my brother.
I was offended too because he talked about death of my mother.
I am trying to get over it but I even lost my childhood pet, Clover.
Sometimes I think of how irrelevant I am in the world now.
Even if I died nobody would shift a brow.
I could die right now nothing would change in the planet.
I am too shy to ask for attention damn it.
Nobody would give a single s**t if I was even a star.
I might do some raps and get pretty far.
But that means nothing in this world even though people know me.
I have skill but a life? Nobody will prove if I do, see?
I had depression throughout my life and I rap to let it out.
That is what my roblox career is all about.
Life is not so bad even though I have no purpose.
Maybe I could get on the roof and just fall.
Or maybe I could slit my wrists and just end it all.
Or I could get paralyzed and turn into a vegtable.
But maybe life isn't so bad if I get in my car and ride it down.
The lake is where I will go and I will be without a frown.
I will save myself from depression by making myself drown.
( ALL OF THIS IS UNTRUE EXEPT FOR DEPRESSION RAPPING ) |