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I have about 15 minutes before I'm off to do "stuff."
I want to answer some of your questions about me, or anything else I can answer.
Ask away!
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why do u keep constantly suckin vine off tbh |
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@JohnOndrasik
Give me some time, I'm typing out a lot.
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4 paragraphs so far, almost done.
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it probably passed 15 minutes already, but uh...
why do you hate the poor guy eh? I feel bad for McCramer |
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@why do u keep constantly suckin vine off tbh
I try to friend people better than me because I know that I am jealous of what they have or can do. He is clearly both better than me and has more (or I'm hard on myself) so I decide to look into his content. I didn't really succeed in summer of 2015, so I gave up.
In the fall of 2015 I start posting about random tech stuffs, which he is into (didn't know at the time) so I took advantage. I start trying to get closer to him, so at the point in about mid November I noticed a lot of similarities in my opinions and his. AT this point I'm waiting 2 weeks for him to send me a friend request. Since I'm shy and fear denial I hold off for some more time. At some point I made a thread about friends list policies, which I was hoping he would reply to. With some carefully timed bumps I got it right to when he was browsing OT, and he replied. Knowing his policy, I felt that I would not be rejected. I have no idea if he is shy, like me or something like that, or was expecting me to send one any moment. I decide to risk it and send one (I was nervous that night), which I find out in the morning that he accepted and I could start getting to know him better.
A week goes by, I try to get some attention by telling my brother to personal attack him, and I set up alts too. I tried making him message me or something like that so I could initiate a conversation (my social skills are bad) through these attacks by making it seem that I was him. After some time of trying, I realized it wasn't going to work and I admitted to doing it all. I sent two messages to him explaining it all. He surprisingly accepted my apologies after over doing my review of what happened.
After that whole scenario I try start talking to him more often. Since I'm shy I try trick him into messaging me first, by using the new chat system I click the "party" button and quickly leave, so he would be notified. It worked and he messaged me. From there on I could start trying. It was working great for a few weeks before I started saying too much and accidentally insulting him. I would apologize for everything I did, and get massive heartaches while feeling depressed knowing I wronged someone. He is a very kind and understanding person, (or he really likes me for who I am) and somehow I am still friends with him.
Those unintentional insults still occur occasionally, and I go over more of it here: http://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=181213272
But at the point I'm currently at now and have been the past few weeks, since he has been so nice to me I trust a lot. So much in fact that I gave him pictures of myself knowing I wouldn't get a bad response. I did not get a bad response and made me feel better inside knowing I actually have a really good friend for the first time since entering highschool (~2 years). I have had a rough few years and knowing I can trust someone has really helped me in real life, and I know have something to look forward to every day.
I still do not know him very well, and I want him to know me well. Which seems to be working as of now and I know I will get there with time. I am only slightly worried that my unintentional insults may take it too far at some point. But with that topic I made earlier I am sure he read it and will understand me better, I even bumped it a few times when he came online to be sure.
That is all I can type for now. I can go into more detail if you wish. I don't care if he sees this, but it would be nice to know.
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Wrote all of this for nothing I guess.
I always try too hard.
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BaloneyJoin Date: 2008-03-08
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Why r u lame |
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@Why r u lame
Because my style isn't original. I have said this many times.
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BaloneyJoin Date: 2008-03-08
Post Count: 9747 |
Sorry I am edgy now I feel bad. |
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@OP
don't be so hard on yourself, it's the internet. |
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@don't be so hard on yourself, it's the internet.
Depression does things like this to you. It's normal for me but I'm trying to change. I am working on things to look forward to life, however step 1 is usually finding friends.
I'm bad at that so I might as well give up.
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Do you like bread.
I sleep with eyes open, and burn you with lies open. |
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@Ihate
i'm not a psychiatrist but you shouldn't worry what others think of you |
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@Do you like bread.
Being Ukrainian I cannot go a day or two without bread. It's a main part of my diet.
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@i'm not a psychiatrist but you shouldn't worry what others think of you
I don't worry about what they think of me in real life. I'm worried about having people I can talk to. I am very bad at socializing so I wait for people to come to me.
@Am I a quality human?
I don't see you around enough to know for sure, but you don't seem to trashpost and that makes you a quality human.
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I wonder if Vine actually got around to reading all of that. It really explains me well. If not I might as well send an edited version via PM for confirmation.
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ImRats136Join Date: 2012-07-14
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we can be friends if u want |
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what's your favorite pokemon if you're still answering!!! |
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@what's your favorite pokemon if you're still answering!!!
Typhlosion
Carried me all the way back in Gold version. Too bad my save battery died, had everything at level 100 and all Pokemon.
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Alright, instead of PMing him I will ask if he has read it tomorrow. If not I will link the thread.
Seems like a well thought out plan.
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Will you do my math homework I purposely didnt do |
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@Will you do my math homework I purposely didnt do
How hard is it?
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Music Preferrences?
Also why does Muse have all of these normal songs then on their album there's one that's like almost triple their average song length
Green day does it too |
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