I'm holding on, but nothings there
I remember how I'd run my fingers through your hair
But something is broken deep inside
Its the knowledge that I'll never find
Something I can trust
Someone like you
Someone who I know
Someone who I knew
Someone who lived life,
Denying a clue
Someone who you couldn't trust
But our love turned to dust
I follow you where you wanted to go
Deep in my dreams
I don't know where you're going to
Or where you've been
But I can't lose you again
So the door is behind me
But I can't see
I can only smell and sense
What we used to be
And no one heard me scream
I saw you walk away slowly
You walked down the block
You walked out of late night talks
Where we'd get in your car
Midnight black
It was dark
You walked away from darkened parks
Late in a California night
You said you tried
You never tried
But I never want to say goodbye
And nights when you weren't high
You'd look at me under the moonlight
Under black skies
You'd tell me its alright
You'd bring me back to February nights
I follow you where you wanted to go
Deep in my dreams
I don't know where you're going to
Or where you've been
But I can't lose you again
So the door is behind me
But I can't see
I can only smell and sense
What we used to be
And no one heard me scream
You aren't human
You aren't who I thought you were
You never loved me,
You never loved her
But when I was young and beautiful
And when you made me feel youthful
I'd look into your warming eyes
Now they're cold
Your warmth has died
And you never saw me cry
You never even tried
I'd hate to say that its the end
But I can't lose you like this again
And I need you so dearly
But you don't need me
And now I can't see.
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