I feel extremely guilty due to the fact that I'm likely the reason why rp is the way it is right now
The reason why it's so empty
It's because of my parasitic self
Probably not
But I feel I'm a huge part of the decline
I feel guilty for a lot more less trivial things too, but
I just wanted advice on how to deal with that kind of thing
I know it is a bad space for it but
More better than RP tbh. At least they don't pretend they're a kind tight knit community
But
Please
At least point me to where on the internet I could get help? Maybe that cup a tea thing but...