VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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hard mode: no " its selfish ", " think about your friends/family " or " it will get better "
please i dont want to be an edgy dumbass anymore |
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Sk0lasJoin Date: 2012-05-26
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do you have any pets? live for them.
if your favorite band is still together and actively making music, then wait until you hear their new album.
I AM AN ETERNAL FLAME, BABY! |
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zackyzackJoin Date: 2008-05-30
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"give me reasons not to not live"
You told OT to give you reason to live
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Don't you want to be alive when Nintendo gets their stuff together?
Eh. Who needs siggys? |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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" You told OT to give you reason to live "
uh yeah |
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Well I don't know if this is an attention seeker or not , but I really don't want my keyboard stained with blood so I'll tell you what I think about it.
The world is a really nice place AND a really bad place.You control your brain and as long as you tell yourself you are happy then you are happy.Just look at the beautiful sky and trees and some of the good people around you.
Think about true love and think about how wonderful it will be to find it someday.
Think about how nice it is to be able to experience life the way you do , a lot of people cant do the same , and a lot of animals cant do the same.
There is a lot more where that came from but I've embarrassed myself enough....good luck |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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@adventurebroemil2
thats it
when i think about good stuff i just lose it because of my situation i know i will never achieve any of that
ive been raised to achieve and never to lose
and all my life i have won things i dont even deserve it eats my soul away everytime someone praised me |
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LolHatzJoin Date: 2013-04-05
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uh kind of off topic here but ur posting on april first |
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friskingJoin Date: 2016-03-15
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roblox
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funjoe1Join Date: 2012-02-22
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bees are dying |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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@LolHatz
and suprisingly no le master trole666 " do it xd " |
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@Verm
What a coincidence , that's been happening with me for a while now.I guess we have the same situation but take it differently.You see I really want to just live in the forest when I grow up so I just tell myself , "none of this matters just wait until you can live in the forest and be happy for your whole life" and then I just push it aside and start planning.like I said , I REALLY love the world (the part outside the house)
I got a bunch of seeds and tools and stuff.
It really makes me sad that the world is so obsessed with achieving things in life , I won first place in a math contest that the school entered me in and I kept telling everyone that its no big deal and that I don't care but they insisted on praising me anyway.
I know my way of thinking might sound weird but it works for me. |
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well if you die then you don't have any children therefore if you are white you were an absolute waste. |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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@adventurebroemil2
i win because i trick people and lie
and then i cry and feel bad about it
and then my brain starts thinking " im sad and dont have enough i should get something "
and now im stuck in a state of not feeling that i have everything and nothing |
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Well my suggestion is to start thinking about real stuff instead of material stuff like money.
Money is worthless to me.
If you gave me the option of a million dollars or getting thrown into a forest with an axe , I would choose the forest and axe. |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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@adventurebroemil2
trust me ive tried that stuff
i tried hobbies but hobbies cost me money
ive tried religion
if anything it made me feel guilty of being a poor lower class scumbag
ive tried socializing
everyone in my area is either a criminal, a moocher or an addict
hell ive even tried coming to terms with who i am
reflecting on myself makes me angry and violent
everything i see and own is trash and only now have i understood that |
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ShyamosJoin Date: 2010-05-18
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@verm
Trust me, reflecting's the WORST thing to do. It makes me hate myself.
If you say that everyone in your area's a criminal or an addict, just know that you didn't stoop as low as they did. |
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VermijdenJoin Date: 2013-04-25
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@SirHeinousLot
hes off somewhere in manila eating japanese food and blogging about how him being lgbt is hard
he cut me off
the only good friend who helped me and made me feel loved and worth something cut me off to talk about yoga and make snarky comments about the country |
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CheedamanJoin Date: 2013-03-26
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Donald Trump
bringing you daily clickbait cancer. |
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