BellazJoin Date: 2009-09-20 Post Count: 19534 |
So, I've been here since 2013 and on ROBLOX since 2008. Around 2010, I decided to do something that would change my ROBLOX profile for a good long while, including people's perception of me.
I'm going to College next year so I'm definitely quitting this site despite all the good times I've had and all the amazing people I've met. And there's no better way to quit than to finally to confess to something I've held in all these years, through thick and thin.
Recently, I was in a call with Synoan which isn't entirely unheard of. I forgot to mute my micro-phone while I was talking to someone else on the pho ne, and he heard my voice. Part of the reason why I'm writing this is because he said he was going to leak it if I didn't do something for him, but I refuse to be black - mailed so may as well leave on a bang.
All this time, I have been a male cross - dresser. This may not be surprising to a lot of you, some people came really close to finding out my secret, others were also very public when they voiced their opinions that I was so obviously a guy behind the female avatar and the clothes I made for girls.
My motives for doing this all these years?
There have been quite a few. It was partly due to enjoyment, I also liked the added benefits of being a girl and talking to people because in a way they seemed to take you more seriously. I mean I got at least four clan ranks when I was still in clans, including my current RAA rank, and it also just seemed to make me make friends easier.
Another reason was definitely my fashion interest. I wanted to make money and it's hard to sell female clothes when you don't wear your own clothes and aren't a female yourself. I think girls often identify more with you and find you relatable if you're also a girl. I took this far enough to even make an account on tumblr so I could talk about those topics with other girls and seem genuine.
Anywho, there's my confession. Please don't judge me too harshly, it's not like it hasn't been done before.
Bellaz out.
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xOR1ONJoin Date: 2012-02-03 Post Count: 7584 |
expected! |
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SynoanJoin Date: 2012-08-31 Post Count: 15658 |
I knew you were fake from the start |
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oh wow
see you on the other side
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CaldeumJoin Date: 2015-03-30 Post Count: 2196 |
idc if you're a man or girl,
you'll always be a queen/king to the fashion world and out of the fashion world!!!!
laylani 25k+ to post count | igirlpwn |
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CaldeumJoin Date: 2015-03-30 Post Count: 2196 |
proud to have bellaz tbh!!!!!!!!
laylani 25k+ to post count | igirlpwn |
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trey760Join Date: 2016-03-06 Post Count: 376 |
I wouldn't judge you, honestly you sound pretty cool. |
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Oh my.
Winning is an expectation, not a cause for celebration. | +2,399 posts on SelSlayer |
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UltriosXJoin Date: 2013-10-09 Post Count: 479 |
Rip was going to od u bellaz bc im gurl. |
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was gonna comment that cam fight me |
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what a plot twist
damn you even made a tumblr though |
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dang i thought you were actually one of the female roblox players that are actually female
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BellazJoin Date: 2009-09-20 Post Count: 19534 |
If anyone has questions, I'm free to answer them.
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ArcadiansJoin Date: 2015-12-03 Post Count: 1148 |
Recently, I was in a call with Synoan which isn't entirely unheard of. I forgot to mute my micro-phone while I was talking to someone else on the pho ne, and he heard my voice. Part of the reason why I'm writing this is because he said he was going to leak it if I didn't do something for him, but I refuse to be black - mailed so may as well leave on a bang.
Sasuke was gonna be that desperate to get some noodles |
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BellazJoin Date: 2009-09-20 Post Count: 19534 |
bump for awareness
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CaldeumJoin Date: 2015-03-30 Post Count: 2196 |
tbh ily bellaz!!
laylani 25k+ to post count | igirlpwn |
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BellazJoin Date: 2009-09-20 Post Count: 19534 |
If anyone was wondering, my real life name is James.
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ArcadiansJoin Date: 2015-12-03 Post Count: 1148 |
I'ma take a guess and say PurelyRandom knows this already |
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24 Post Count: 68654 |
lol
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BellazJoin Date: 2009-09-20 Post Count: 19534 |
Yeah, he is.
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James is like the manliest name too LMAO i'm dead
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wsonarJoin Date: 2010-11-23 Post Count: 507 |
Is this really a big reveal..? |
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