When I first started out as the TRU leader, I had a dream of TRU becoming a successful power clan, active and well known, I aimed for it to be the best military group.
That was the TRU dream, but it was just a dream.
In reality we were just an ordinary small clan, irrelevant and unknown.
TRU was attacked over and over until half of my soldiers gave up hope, we were raided by power-hungry super clans, dislike nuked.
Each individual got attacked and got hate and we are still getting hate to this day, the TRU dream is shattered, the TRU command is unstable, we get a couple of traitors every two days, and no one has any respect for me.
But I hang on, without hope, I still aim for TRU to become the clan I set out to make it, but I now know it will never happen, we will fall and be forgotten eventually. It has taken me along time to realise this, but I realise it now.
It may take several years, months, or even days at this rate, but I cannot bare the agony of denying it for much longer.
Mock me if you will, make fun of me, try and make me angry, I know how the clan world is now, it is a bitter, horrible place. |