ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
To be honest when I returned from army basic training I was so relieved to be back and able to do things how I wanted to. But that came with apathy and I've currently found myself in a rut between that and depression.
I'm starting school soon, and moving into my campus next week. I have plenty of problem I have to deal with, especially financial ones, but I just don't really care, and instead of not caring through other means, I usually just sit on my computer and make up excuses not to do things like work out, go out, or whatever. In fact since I slouch when sitting down all the time it's actually uncomfortable to sleep for a bit sometimes.
I've turned into a hermit and in part thanks to the fact that I feel some sort of obligation to stick around and provide what I can to the people who want to progress in this game, but that's come at the cost of having a life. It's sad and I've slowly come to realize it through the toll its taken on me.
I don't really do much in terms of ROBLOX. Mostly foruming and the occasional drops into GRP for whatever reason, structuring my group, NSC, and going in and out of studio for periods of about 5 minutes before I just say "screw it" and start up a game like Skyrim or CS:GO.
For both of you who are consistently playing this game and have done so for the past 6-7 years, like me, I would suggest moderating yourself. I can't tell you how many things I could have been doing, real productive things, with all the hours I've spent on this game, or on the computer in general.
I'm not quitting. I do enjoy this game and *sometimes* enjoy what the community has to offer. But it's gotten so bad to the point where, instead of doing paperwork, studying, or prepping for a possible PT test in February, I just sit on my rear end and think of petty excuses not to. So, until I decide I can balance my bad computer habits with the actual life I could be having with college and the army, I'm gonna take an extra long break. No developing. No gaming. None of that.
I literally have no life and it's no ones fault but my own. I'm just glad I've finally realized how much of a loser I've been.
Anyway I'm going to pack up my computer later today and get myself back on track. I'll still keep in contact through third party communications like Discord, and I might even give my number or something to some of the guys I'm really close to. But I won't be on ROBLOX very often.
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
Wow I made a copy pasta out of this didn't I
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Apathy is the worst man, I understand what it's like to feel so empty |
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rip val
he became a copypasta
rip!
THIS IS A SIGGY AND FELGRIM IS BULLETPROOF |
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
I'm not trying to be edgy or anything PLEASE!!!
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you done wrong
THIS IS A SIGGY AND FELGRIM IS BULLETPROOF |
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jcc98Join Date: 2016-10-22
Post Count: 5130 |
To be honest when I returned from army basic training I was so relieved to be back and able to do things how I wanted to. But that came with apathy and I've currently found myself in a rut between that and depression.
I'm starting school soon, and moving into my campus next week. I have plenty of problem I have to deal with, especially financial ones, but I just don't really care, and instead of not caring through other means, I usually just sit on my computer and make up excuses not to do things like work out, go out, or whatever. In fact since I slouch when sitting down all the time it's actually uncomfortable to sleep for a bit sometimes.
I've turned into a hermit and in part thanks to the fact that I feel some sort of obligation to stick around and provide what I can to the people who want to progress in this game, but that's come at the cost of having a life. It's sad and I've slowly come to realize it through the toll its taken on me.
I don't really do much in terms of ROBLOX. Mostly foruming and the occasional drops into GRP for whatever reason, structuring my group, NSC, and going in and out of studio for periods of about 5 minutes before I just say "screw it" and start up a game like Skyrim or CS:GO.
For both of you who are consistently playing this game and have done so for the past 6-7 years, like me, I would suggest moderating yourself. I can't tell you how many things I could have been doing, real productive things, with all the hours I've spent on this game, or on the computer in general.
I'm not quitting. I do enjoy this game and *sometimes* enjoy what the community has to offer. But it's gotten so bad to the point where, instead of doing paperwork, studying, or prepping for a possible PT test in February, I just sit on my rear end and think of petty excuses not to. So, until I decide I can balance my bad computer habits with the actual life I could be having with college and the army, I'm gonna take an extra long break. No developing. No gaming. None of that.
I literally have no life and it's no ones fault but my own. I'm just glad I've finally realized how much of a loser I've been.
Anyway I'm going to pack up my computer later today and get myself back on track. I'll still keep in contact through third party communications like Discord, and I might even give my number or something to some of the guys I'm really close to. But I won't be on ROBLOX very often. |
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jcc98Join Date: 2016-10-22
Post Count: 5130 |
im sry it had to be done |
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
=(
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iDisgraceJoin Date: 2012-07-27
Post Count: 9022 |
good on you for realizing that your time spent online has become an issue and making an effort to change that |
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iDisgraceJoin Date: 2012-07-27
Post Count: 9022 |
yes me Captain Uncoverloser |
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AtomicRXNJoin Date: 2013-07-08
Post Count: 6383 |
Mostly everyone on here who leads a clan, has led a clan, plays this game competitively, or has a game they'd like to develop can probably share with your sentiment.
For me, it's the feeling 'obligated' part.
Good luck in what you do and chase your goals to the end, man. |
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gugesJoin Date: 2016-05-07
Post Count: 1515 |
Good for you bro I hope you get back to the real world |
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
"For both of you" *for those of you
I'm tired.
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ValhalasJoin Date: 2011-09-24
Post Count: 68654 |
Thanks for the encouragement, friends.
Means a lot.
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naritsJoin Date: 2013-01-13
Post Count: 13108 |
have fun and good luck <3
i'm adam |
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JradiJoin Date: 2012-08-15
Post Count: 10015 |
I hope you can find the motivation to do what you need to be my friend
You may find a replacement for computer games which is also bad for you so stay focused and on track to what needs to be done
See ya soon dude :)
--// Chairman Jradi |
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bommesJoin Date: 2010-10-04
Post Count: 444 |
I've had a severe roblox addiction and phone addiction, you sometimes have to force yourself into other things, no need to feel ashamed, we all have our bad habits. I find it incredibly mature how you broke down your addiction and your urge to play games instead of being productive, I respect this post.
I wish you the best of luck, and I hope you'll become everything you've always wanted to be :)
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ZerkiusJoin Date: 2015-05-17
Post Count: 3538 |
To be honest when I returned from army basic training I was so relieved to be back and able to do things how I wanted to. But that came with apathy and I've currently found myself in a rut between that and depression.
I'm starting school soon, and moving into my campus next week. I have plenty of problem I have to deal with, especially financial ones, but I just don't really care, and instead of not caring through other means, I usually just sit on my computer and make up excuses not to do things like work out, go out, or whatever. In fact since I slouch when sitting down all the time it's actually uncomfortable to sleep for a bit sometimes.
I've turned into a hermit and in part thanks to the fact that I feel some sort of obligation to stick around and provide what I can to the people who want to progress in this game, but that's come at the cost of having a life. It's sad and I've slowly come to realize it through the toll its taken on me.
I don't really do much in terms of ROBLOX. Mostly foruming and the occasional drops into GRP for whatever reason, structuring my group, NSC, and going in and out of studio for periods of about 5 minutes before I just say "screw it" and start up a game like Skyrim or CS:GO.
For both of you who are consistently playing this game and have done so for the past 6-7 years, like me, I would suggest moderating yourself. I can't tell you how many things I could have been doing, real productive things, with all the hours I've spent on this game, or on the computer in general.
I'm not quitting. I do enjoy this game and *sometimes* enjoy what the community has to offer. But it's gotten so bad to the point where, instead of doing paperwork, studying, or prepping for a possible PT test in February, I just sit on my rear end and think of petty excuses not to. So, until I decide I can balance my bad computer habits with the actual life I could be having with college and the army, I'm gonna take an extra long break. No developing. No gaming. None of that.
I literally have no life and it's no ones fault but my own. I'm just glad I've finally realized how much of a loser I've been.
Anyway I'm going to pack up my computer later today and get myself back on track. I'll still keep in contact through third party communications like Discord, and I might even give my number or something to some of the guys I'm really close to. But I won't be on ROBLOX very often.
To be honest when I returned from army basic training I was so relieved to be back and able to do things how I wanted to. But that came with apathy and I've currently found myself in a rut between that and depression.
I'm starting school soon, and moving into my campus next week. I have plenty of problem I have to deal with, especially financial ones, but I just don't really care, and instead of not caring through other means, I usually just sit on my computer and make up excuses not to do things like work out, go out, or whatever. In fact since I slouch when sitting down all the time it's actually uncomfortable to sleep for a bit sometimes.
I've turned into a hermit and in part thanks to the fact that I feel some sort of obligation to stick around and provide what I can to the people who want to progress in this game, but that's come at the cost of having a life. It's sad and I've slowly come to realize it through the toll its taken on me.
I don't really do much in terms of ROBLOX. Mostly foruming and the occasional drops into GRP for whatever reason, structuring my group, NSC, and going in and out of studio for periods of about 5 minutes before I just say "screw it" and start up a game like Skyrim or CS:GO.
For both of you who are consistently playing this game and have done so for the past 6-7 years, like me, I would suggest moderating yourself. I can't tell you how many things I could have been doing, real productive things, with all the hours I've spent on this game, or on the computer in general.
I'm not quitting. I do enjoy this game and *sometimes* enjoy what the community has to offer. But it's gotten so bad to the point where, instead of doing paperwork, studying, or prepping for a possible PT test in February, I just sit on my rear end and think of petty excuses not to. So, until I decide I can balance my bad computer habits with the actual life I could be having with college and the army, I'm gonna take an extra long break. No developing. No gaming. None of that.
I literally have no life and it's no ones fault but my own. I'm just glad I've finally realized how much of a loser I've been.
Anyway I'm going to pack up my computer later today and get myself back on track. I'll still keep in contact through third party communications like Discord, and I might even give my number or something to some of the guys I'm really close to. But I won't be on ROBLOX very often. |
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gl w life and ignore the copypasta lol
grab life by the reigns and make it what you want it to be tbh dude
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AerofallJoin Date: 2013-07-08
Post Count: 27876 |
Best of luck Tom.
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